Sunday, July 15, 2007

Hope is creeping in ..lots of TMI. not for the weak stomach

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9dpo - symptoms:

  • peeing has increased through-out the week. (increased 2 fold today) I have had to wake up in the night several nights in a row now to use the restroom.

  • My chest goes from hurting like burning to not hurting at all. It tends to hurt more in the morning and evening (also sign of AF I've been told?)

  • cramp-like stuffs that come and go in waves, twinges deep in my tummy area (could be related to AF?)

  • feeling bloated (could be AF related?)

  • weird wet gooey cm a few days ago - then thicker,whiter cm once (clom.id related?)

  • sleepiness in the AM and towards the evenings around 4:30-6 ish, (AF related?)

  • headaches the past couple days late in the evenings (AF related?), i felt dizzy yesterday, we were driving in the car and I got really motion sick (probably hungry)

there ya go - I know I shouldn't be getting my hopes up .. but I am. Also, I just really wanted to document what I have been feeling. (in hopes i can stop being hyper-aware and letting it go) I have been doing breathing exercises to try and remain calm and lessen the anticipation. I have been saying many prayers when I start to get my thoughts rolling and swirling around. I am trying to and remain focused and relaxed. Lots of bjewel'd 2 playing - it makes my mind numb.

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My father and E are taking me out to dinner tonight to celebrate my birthday. I am looking forward to that - maybe I might even get a brownie sunday or something.

14 comments:

Leah said...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I'm praying like mad that these symptoms are happy pre-cursors to a BFP! When will you POAS?

Courtney said...

Happy Birthday to you!!! Things are sounding good, and I will help to hold that hope until testing day. Keeping my fingers crossed!

My Reality said...

Happy birthday! I hope this is the year your dreams come true.

Kate said...

Happy Birthday!!

SaraS-P said...

Happy Birthday!

Arg! I hate the symptoms watch! Everything could be nothing, could be AF, or could be the big one.

I hope yours indicate the big one.

T-girl said...

Great symptoms!!
I really hope that all these symptoms end up being the BEST Birthday Gift ever in a few more days!!! ;)

Diana said...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! Hope you have a wonderful one!

KarenO said...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! May you get a BFP for a present in a few days :)

Reproductive Jeans said...

My card will be belated, but I was thinking of you yesterday! Hope it was a great day, and I hope you get a GREAT b-day present soon;)

Cibele said...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! I wish you the same thing: that you baby dreams might come true soon!!! ENJOY YOUR DAY!

LJ said...

Happy birthday!!!

FattyPants said...

Happy birthday!!!

Gabby said...

Hey Farah, thank you for the birthday comment! I just wanted to say Happy Birthday to you, too! Also, I am keeping my fingers crossed for you! :]

Pamela Jeanne said...

Shoot! I'm late. Sorry about that...a belated Happy Birthday!