Sunday, April 8, 2007

The Bunny Sucks

Day 32 on Metformin, CD 1 Thank you Easter Bunny!

Hope all the rest of you have a great easter. I will try as soon as I stop licking my wounds.

I woke up at 6 am feeling like I just wanted to throw my guts up and boobs were hurting and I have to tell you , a glimmer of hope ran through my body - "OMG an EASTER MIRACLE, right here and now" - what I thought ..... then I happened to glance at the pink on the tissue?!

I have to tell you, I shouldn't be that upset because yesterday I treated myself to a 55 minute hot stone massage and pedicure. I suggest that if you have never had one of these ----- GO NOW ---- It was 55 minutes of merely bliss. I was not feeling crampy, or crabby like I normally do, but work has really been stressing me out lately and I told my husband that I think maybe i need some help relaxing so that my period will start. Indeed it did, I am not sure if it was directly related to the massage or just a cowinkydink.

DUNDundunnnnnnnnn .. now the big dreaded questions, which I should have already decided upon....... Do I get my prescription for Clomid filled now and take it day 3-9 or do I wait next cycle in hopes the new food plan, less stress at work, and metformin plus Clomid have better chances of working??

DISCLAIMER - I was a psycho-crying, hot flash having, mood swinging, emotional wreck the last time I took clomid. (i blame 1/2 of that on losing my partial 3rd ovary ( i took clomid 3 months after my lap and HSG) - which was hormone producing inside the opening of my fallopian tube, and the other 1/2 on 2 friends (and a few co-workers) getting pregnant w/o much attempt) I tended to find out about pregnant women on days I found out I either didn't ovulate that cycle or days when I started my period.

Yeah I know, It's easter and I should be Miss Suzie Sunshine - I will work on my attitude before I leave my house ;)

On a serious note, thanks for listening, and I really do wish many blessings upon you this easter season


Baby Blues said...

A blessed Easter to you as well. Even if our prayers have yet to be answered, Easter reminds us of other blessing we should be thankful for.

LIW (Lady In Waiting) said...

You certainly have a big decision to make. Maybe another massage is in order to help you get in the right frame of mind. That's what I would tell myself and my husband anyway as I made the appointment.

Wishing you well, always!