Friday, April 10, 2009

Wordles and Weight

I can't seem to find the right words I am looking for lately. I write posts, I read them over, and then I just save (or delete) them .. I cannot bring myself to publish them. I think it just has to do with alot of pressure lately. I am feeling pressure of things all around me. Some , I have chosen to ignore, Some I am trying to ignore and some I am trying to find a solution to.


This time last yr, I was being diagnosed with Gestati.onal Dia.betes. This yr, I am chasing around a 10 month old. ..a WHAT ... how old?! On April 10th, I have a 10 month old.. Pretty Nifty ;)



I enjoy blogging. It keeps me level. It gives me perspective. It exposes me to so much information and kindhearted people. It provides for a trip down memory lane. It reveals my strengths and weaknesses. It's my life as I experience it. A Snapshot of words.

Wordle: 2009wordle

What is your wordle? If you do it, Leave me a message so I can check it out



On the follow up - I did make it to the dr. They are testing my thyroid and all other labs that you do for a physical. I have an appointment to get hte results on tuesday. It was their first available appointment. Hoping for something. I don't actually know what I am hoping for. Alli know is I am the most active I have been in years. and I have gained 15-20 lbs in 3 weeks. Out of nowhere. Not over eating, Changing nothing .. and I am most frustrated with my body again. It has all piled up in my midsection, Just taughting me. Wishing I had ate brownies and cakes to explain the weight gain ... but I.Got.Nothing ....



The Fertilized household wishes everyone a very Blessed and Happy Easter.

12 comments:

Geohde said...

Happy Easter back at you all, :)

xx

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Jen said...

Wow,those eggs are beautiful! Did you make them? I know my gma used to have a good friend that made those gorgeous eggs. Fancy!!

I hope you get some answers with your thyroid. It seems to me that it takes about 10 months for your body to get back to where it was.... good or bad homonally speaking.

I also hear you on the stress. The only thing I can tell you is I find ways to decrease it. I have a favorite cd I listen to while doing dishes, or attempt to do yoga or go for a walk, I also find a glass of wine and reality tv relaxes me, or a night out. You are doing great Farah and your son is beautiful. If you didn't see it go to oprah . com, she had a funny "i'd trade my husband for a housekeeper" show on last week.

My Reality said...

I so relate to the weight issues. I can pack on just as much in a short time.

Have a good Easter!

Fertilized said...

I wish I was that talented to make those eggs. I just found the photo ;)

Jen said...

I cannot believe that MT is already ten months old! It seems impossible.

I hope your doctor's appointment gives you answers.

Road Blocks and Roller Coasters said...

Happy Easter! I'll be thinking of you and hoping that you get some answers at your follow-up appointment. Happy 10 month birthday, MT!!! ((HUGS))

Dugi said...

Farah, Happy Easter to your little family! MT is 10 months old! It's all happerning so fast ....packed with action/drama of course.
Anyway, hope your tests come out fine. The Lord will always look after you. You are one special lady.

Melody said...

Hi, I haven't read your blog before... just happened to stumble across it from Busted. We have A LOT in common! I struggle with IF like a lot of women but was graciously blessed in January 08 with a daughter. I had Gest. diabetes too and still take met. Now, Hubby wants to try again and I just keep praying it will happen when its supposed to!

Photogrl said...

Happy Easter to all of you!

I hope you get some answers on Tuesday.

Weight. Something that I'm always struggling with, too. And stress. That goes hand in hand with my weight, regardless of what goes in my mouth.

I'm off to do a wordle.

ms. c said...

happy Easter to you guys, Farah!
I hope you get some answers at your appointment. I'm sorry to hear that you are struggling.

Kathy V said...

I hear what you are saying. Last Easter we were just newly pregnant. This year we had the traditional Easter Bunny picture. (Hop on over and see it if you want.)

Glad you have a 10 month old to share Easter with this year!

tryingin2007 said...

"I enjoy blogging. It keeps me level. It gives me perspective. It exposes me to so much information and kindhearted people. It provides for a trip down memory lane. It reveals my strengths and weaknesses. It's my life as I experience it. A Snapshot of words."

well said!