Sunday, April 26, 2009

from the bottom of my heart

Thank you to everyone that read/commenting on my last post. Since posting, I am feeling a bit more confident. It was so great to see so many de-lurkers lurking around. That was so neat. Awesome... Thank you!

So glad you asked:

Emotionally , I am alil all over the place. My Parents have told pretty much everyone in the very small town. I was NOT prepared for that. I thought they understood to keep it under wraps ... But Not so much. I was congratulated quite a few times Saturday at an event my parents we throwing.

That has added more pressure. Before then, I was feeling very calm and at peace about everything. Now, I am hoping for a great u/s because I am not sure I am at all prepared to have my parents Untell Everyone they know.

I think I am more emotional (as in actually having emotions) than the last time. I was so guarded last time. Now,I am just very go with the flow. I mean, I waited 4 days for the Dr. Office to call me back with my hcg, progesterone results. I did have to call to get them. But I waited. And was able to wait.

I do have overwhelming visions of juggling 2 at very different stages. One of them being Very mobile and full of energy. But Women do it ... I will figure it out, If we are so blessed to get that far.

I am really just looking for an u/s at this point. To see what we see and go from there. Or a Doppler ... A Heartbeat

Thank you again, from the bottom of my heart. I am truly thankful that there was so much love and support. I was/am extremely worried about having to tell this tale.

Dr's Appointment tomorrow afternoon. They never did call me back to let me know if they were able to schedule the U/s. I am debating calling them tomorrow morning to see Or just waiting til we get there ....

13 comments:

Jen said...

Dude, if I had thought about it, I have a doppler, come on over.

They'd better give you an ultrasound or I'll come over there and smack them. (You can tell them that.) Good luck!

Hopeful Terri said...

Good luck. I hope all goes well for your U/S.. I wish you the best of luck with your pregnancy.

I know what you mean about parents telling everyone and having to "untell" everyone.

My fingers are crossed. I am sure you can manage two little ones. !!!

Christy said...

I'll be holding a good thought for you for tomorrow. I'm still just so excited about your news! In fact, so excited that my hubby is just laughing at me for being so excited for you.

Dugi said...

Farah, you are in my prayers. Everything will go well. Take care of yourself. xox

seussgirl said...

Oye, I hate finding out that people know whom I haven't told. On a positive note, it's great that they're so excited for you. :)

Wishing you a great appointment today!

Amanda said...

I don't see the doc letting you leave without an ultrasound. And at least you know enough to know what you're seeing on the screen in case they try to make you wait for the doctor to tell you.

I can't wait for your appointment!

AJ's mommy said...

I am so happy for you my dear and I can't wait to hear from you this afternoon. I know how many emotions you are probably going through right now, but you and E are wonderful parents and will make it through it just fine.

Kathy V said...

Hey Congratulations. I am keeping my fingers crossed for all to be good news. Hang in there. Hugs to you, E , and MT.

hope548 said...

Sorry I'm late to the game here, congratulations! I imagine you were completely dumbfounded to find this out. I hope all goes well and that you get everything figured out! Spontaneous pregnancy, who wouldn't thunk it?

Adriane said...

Hope your appt goes well today!!!

Mel said...

Cannot wait to hear how it goes... you'll make it work. God doesn't give us more than we can handle! And you are already a wonder mom!
*hugs*

Morrisa said...

I'm waiting with anticipation to hear about your Dr's appt! Congrats again!!

My Reality said...

I am happy it happened this way - you didn't have to deal with any of the pain and agony of trying and treatment. It just is and it is fantastic!