tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-231056327765729534.post4176363284767854512..comments2023-11-10T06:33:05.899-05:00Comments on Awkward Moments: Evolution of Me'sAwkwardMomentshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11854477296635420810noreply@blogger.comBlogger20125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-231056327765729534.post-86778710960280462552008-03-04T22:30:00.000-05:002008-03-04T22:30:00.000-05:00Dearest Farah,Bless your heart, sweet Momma-2-b.Yo...Dearest Farah,<BR/><BR/>Bless your heart, sweet Momma-2-b.<BR/><BR/>You have nailed it all... every emotion, every thought, every sniping comment about a pregnant coworker, or complaining pregnant friend. <BR/><BR/>And especially this: "I was embarrassed of me and my body." That was SO ME forever and ever and ever.<BR/><BR/>And today I am on CD 1... without ANY MEDS, for the 3rd month in a row. How did that happen? And who can really love CD1, but STILL! No meds!<BR/><BR/>**hugs**<BR/><BR/>You are the best. Thank you for being so honest. Please don't beat yourself up anymore. Like you said (and the song says) seasons change, people change.<BR/><BR/>Love ya!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-231056327765729534.post-28971879725489686082008-03-04T15:30:00.000-05:002008-03-04T15:30:00.000-05:00this is a great post and thank you for being hones...this is a great post and thank you for being honest. I highly doubt you are alone in your thoughts at all!Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13194940947748022677noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-231056327765729534.post-75610635425254730072008-03-03T21:28:00.000-05:002008-03-03T21:28:00.000-05:00That's an honest post! It's really good to see tha...That's an honest post! It's really good to see that I'm not the only person who talks about the past and present me's as different people. It's a good way to help yourself grow and heal. <BR/>You're awesome!My_Herstoryhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12393181556429911177noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-231056327765729534.post-10163749740645638152008-03-03T16:31:00.000-05:002008-03-03T16:31:00.000-05:00Great post. I'm glad you're getting things out an...Great post. I'm glad you're getting things out and letting things go. It seems so healthy. I hope you can let all that guilt go, because you're right, people change and people grow, and you didn't know any better then.hope548https://www.blogger.com/profile/11951199252401108222noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-231056327765729534.post-74930699245259308432008-03-03T16:24:00.000-05:002008-03-03T16:24:00.000-05:00WOW. That is one hell of a post! Beautiful.You are...WOW. That is one hell of a post! Beautiful.<BR/><BR/>You are most definitely NOT the only one who beats yourself up like that. I also suspect you are a lot more wonderful that you give yourself credit for.<BR/><BR/>Lots of hugs and thanks for sharing this with us.Barbhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16067045642285877560noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-231056327765729534.post-44257224230620896782008-03-03T14:07:00.000-05:002008-03-03T14:07:00.000-05:00There's not much to say...your openness is appreci...There's not much to say...your openness is appreciated. I, too, have a few "me's", but I try to push them away...guess I'll have to address them one day. Thank you for being open and honest. I love ya girl and am grateful for having you in my life. Don't be ashamed to share how you feel with your pregnancy. Those of us that haven't made it to that point yet can hopefully learn from you.Chttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01484007558206947938noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-231056327765729534.post-47693679344428458382008-03-03T12:20:00.000-05:002008-03-03T12:20:00.000-05:00wow, what a honest, open, and sincere post! It got...wow, what a honest, open, and sincere post! It got me thinking and made me visit mamy emotions. Thanks for sharing about the different "you's"...we all have so many versions of ourselves... you're not aloneCibelehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02361386515177047271noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-231056327765729534.post-22197113940785317642008-03-03T11:56:00.000-05:002008-03-03T11:56:00.000-05:00What a nice post. Thank you. Don't be down on your...What a nice post. Thank you. Don't be down on yourself for the old thoughts, like writing that paper in college. And for what it's worth I too promised God (on a daily basis, both the first time around and this time too) that if I became pregnant, I would NEVER ask for anything else. And I meant it. And I always turned around, sometimes quickly, sometimes slowly, and asked for something else. I've got to think that we all do that. You're doing great, though, because you're giving back to a community that needs it!In and Out of Luckhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11211825510910211158noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-231056327765729534.post-9534716375922405072008-03-03T10:52:00.001-05:002008-03-03T10:52:00.001-05:00I honestly don't know what to day other than thank...I honestly don't know what to day other than thank you for always being so open and HUGE HUGS TO YOU!!!<BR/><BR/>I need to go weep now....Jill Ticehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07571739769307393083noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-231056327765729534.post-58601300574341003072008-03-03T10:52:00.000-05:002008-03-03T10:52:00.000-05:00Thanks for always being such an open book here, th...Thanks for always being such an open book here, that takes a lot of courage. I often think there a lot of things I want to say, but are afraid to..maybe someday.<BR/><BR/>I think most people go through that portion of their life where they don't want to be pregnant, and then if they later have problems with it..have so many more compounding emotions. At least I have. Maybe someday I'll get up enough balls to write about it myself. It's something I think of often.<BR/><BR/>Thanks again for being so open..it has truly been a blessing to get to know you more and more. You have helped me get through some difficult days, even if you don't realize it..just by a comment, or something you have wrtitten about!sarahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05816972200056579468noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-231056327765729534.post-55006696222650753912008-03-03T10:08:00.000-05:002008-03-03T10:08:00.000-05:00Awesome post! You will find that you are not alon...Awesome post! You will find that you are not alone in your thoughts and feelings. I too lately have been experiencing similar things. I wish I knew exactly what to say. I don't. Maybe together we will all overcome these things. I know there are so many who share these feelings with you... Even though I know I don't have the right works...I know it helps to know your not alone!Ashleyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12059910119763568973noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-231056327765729534.post-43005219010752737852008-03-03T08:13:00.000-05:002008-03-03T08:13:00.000-05:00Wow...your post brought tears to my eyes. I swear ...Wow...your post brought tears to my eyes. I swear I could have written it (other than the pg part obviously.) You are an amazing person and a great source of comfort to me in the times when I need it the most. ((hugs))Morrisahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01845910870579858782noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-231056327765729534.post-53851712279866189662008-03-02T21:00:00.000-05:002008-03-02T21:00:00.000-05:00Thank you! It is truly an honor to have someone so...Thank you! It is truly an honor to have someone so open. I think many of us have those same thoughts...thank you for carrying on the torch and giving all of us a place to give a big sigh of relief that we are not the only ones feeling such thoughts!Beth Kylehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14734144830570077851noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-231056327765729534.post-5110594298423110602008-03-02T20:14:00.000-05:002008-03-02T20:14:00.000-05:00There are so many versions of myself, that if I tr...There are so many versions of myself, that if I tried to post about all of them, it would take HOURS.<BR/><BR/>I get exactly what you are saying, though. I even catch myself doing it now, there is a "pregnant ME" that still makes the "after having the baby ME" into this perfect world that will never exist.<BR/><BR/>Thank you for sharing.Katiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08961948894847619115noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-231056327765729534.post-61954954908903872602008-03-02T19:11:00.000-05:002008-03-02T19:11:00.000-05:00Change is a symbol of the evolution of self. If we...Change is a symbol of the evolution of self. If we stayed the same people we were when we were younger we would never get anywhere in life. <BR/><BR/>I know its hard, but try not to feel bad for things you felt and said years ago before your life became what it is. And as for your feelings now, you have to be honest with yourself. Pregnancy is hard. It's hard physically, emotionally, and mentally. To voice said difficulties is simply stating the truth, and its your truth and that is ok. <BR/><BR/>I love reading your posts and hearing about your experiences. Thank you for sharing. HUGS.RBandRChttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06018306370247688896noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-231056327765729534.post-19806583395925876452008-03-02T18:18:00.000-05:002008-03-02T18:18:00.000-05:00This was very honest and probably exactly what man...This was very honest and probably exactly what many women in your situation are feeling. I know I've gone through many transformations since we start TTC. I've definitely learned NEVER to say NEVER!Chastityhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00630031458932527817noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-231056327765729534.post-79962151677115724712008-03-02T17:20:00.000-05:002008-03-02T17:20:00.000-05:00It is amazing how much we are able to learn on th...It is amazing how much we are able to learn on this journey and I 'm not just talking about temping, ovulating, pcos, etc. It is amazing how we look at ourselves and realize we have changed. some for the good and some for the not so good but we all take it forward with us into the future. We look at were we have been and who we are and realize the emotions and feelings that lie down deep in our soul. Thank you for sharing with us the ways in which you have changed emotionally. It was so real, and true and showed a piece of your soul. It was very touching.Kathy Vhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15658449843683175580noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-231056327765729534.post-25154057112568249062008-03-02T15:06:00.000-05:002008-03-02T15:06:00.000-05:00It ate my first comment, so let's hope this one is...It ate my first comment, so let's hope this one is as good.<BR/><BR/>I am so proud that you're opening up and also of how far you've come. I'm sure you're not alone in how you feel. It must be very difficult with all of your conflicting emotions. (((hugs)))<BR/><BR/>The only words of wisdome I have for you are the same ones I give myself every day. Without your past you would not be who you are today. And personally I think you rock! You know I love you!!!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-231056327765729534.post-6409698952050983882008-03-02T11:12:00.000-05:002008-03-02T11:12:00.000-05:00what an honest and open post. it really spoke to ...what an honest and open post. it really spoke to me. i have those "me's" too and i find myself constantly haunted by things i said and once thought, and here i thought i was the only one!<BR/><BR/>thanks for thisHilary (Maya Papaya)https://www.blogger.com/profile/13519821576210345817noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-231056327765729534.post-73306600845228404062008-03-02T10:05:00.000-05:002008-03-02T10:05:00.000-05:00This is really so sincere and from the heart. Tha...This is really so sincere and from the heart. Thank you for putting yourself out there and sharing your feelings with us the way you do. You are a wonderful human being and I am so glad you have come to such a great place in your life and your pregnancy. Nothing like infertility to mold and shape character and the way our minds work, eh?<BR/>*hugs*Mazzyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16914742489846963185noreply@blogger.com